The year is ending, witnessed allot, heared allot, and came across allot, what's 'allot'? It maybe something to me and nothing to you, can be valuable and worthless at the same time, it can be tangible and intangible, only it is meaningful at the eye of beholder.
Some relationship you tend keep out of respect despite the effort of attempting to keep it connected and alive, you end up being pushed away without any reason and still get blamed or in the right word a cussed for been the papotrator of everything. You see the cold glance and guilt but you accept that that how they are, the time thought us nothing will change and we just have to accept it and move on. There already line been drawn up by them that you are an outcast for the rest of your life, they won't accept you because they fear you.
You don't need to flip the coin to know who you are, as you aren't two faced like the coin, and you aren't a coin to change sides as you please or anyone pleases.