Happy New year

Today It's the first day of year 2014, thr year 2013 gone very fast, like a blinkof an eye, any achievements, yes and no. All of regrets and personal disappointments, my negative charisma overcome the positive ones, I won't lie to my self and pretend nothing has happened, it's black and white, I can't ever take it back.

I came across people seemed to finally show their claws, and their judgements is sickening.

I hope that this year will be better off for me and my family, the only truly family I have, and I love them.

For the love of a woman

I was watching the movie, The Ghost Writer, while i was flying back to home, Adam Lang (the character) said the  quote, which i can't recall nor find it on the internet, it's about he became politics not because he loved it, but for the love of a woman.

The quote had sticked me, of two men who truly loved their wives and been with them and beside them. The two women had cancer, one passed away and the other one is going under treatment. Both of their husbands beside them, feeding, giving their treatment and supporting them, above all, not willing to part from them to live normal life.

The two women are my late mother and my Aunt, and the two men are my late father and my Uncle. I head the story of how my late father was sitting beside my mother and caring about her from people who aren't direct family, but I saw how my Uncle taking care of my own Aunt, and my sister told my Aunt, "I wish to have a husband who is loving and caring in sickness and health, like your husband."

My Uncle has strong faith that she's get cured. The same man, had a surgery during my visit, couldn't part from his wife and asked her to spend the night in the hospital with him, as he was too scared she falls ill and not been beside her.

That's how some men can do anything for the love of a woman, to keep them selves and other alive.

Inner talk

I was deeply having conversation with my self, about my career, money, etc, with instrumental background, a sudden song busted out of the car's speaker.

While the music and the artist took me by surprise, a person with black umbrella passed in front of my car (and in my mind I was saying "Its hot outside 44 C") , I look at the audio system and I was written Hi - FM, the channel has flicked by it self, God knows how and why, but this isn't my car and I'm not liking it.


I rarely listen to English songs, I prefer old school. I'm back to the instrumental music, very soothing indeed.

I can't browse the net through my BB, but I can use the messenger and receive my emails.

I'm back to write thanks to BB' email service, I post via email, that is why its written BB and my service provider under my recent posts.

I couldn't download my BB's Twitter and Facebook applications, some technicality problems and I'm trying to figure why it happens.

Someone dear to me's father passed away yesterday, I remember the day my dad passed away and how this person was supportive to me, God rest his soul in peace.

That's all for now, I have written allot today, but its actually short for you as a reader.

I am trying to find out, which of my co-worker know my blog.

Best wishes to RO and FB in their career.

Reaching to the peak

After months of struggle, I am reaching to the peak, I want to shout to the top of my voice, but I am scared for the craw to hear the joy of happiness and fly away to its master who sent it to spy on his behalf.

The master's vains will pop out from the news, as he expects me to struggle until death. he started shout like mad, and mumbles with words that may puzzle others, trying to act crazy so everyone fears him, until when they'll fear a monster.

Oh my load, protect your belivers and cast away the disbelivers to a land with no mercy nor peace.

Eid = Family

The only thing I love about Eid celebration, is the family gatherings.

I feel single people who leave their parents and go away from them to celebrate the Eid in another country for enjoyment is not acceptable. They don't think that maybe its the last time they will spend with their parents? Maybe one or both of them will go away to another life?

It is just my opinion, after seening allot of parents give their children the freedom.

Act/ Seek/ Score

Act that you ill, to seek attention and score the goal by people beening on your side.

The window

I am looking at the window, trying to find something that attracts my attention, either a plant or person or car, anything that in motion, which is uniqe or has magical feature.

Life is all in motion, be part of it but don't let it take you away from other's life. Jump from one cyrcle to onther one but don't forget others behind, include them.

With love

Fallen in love with someone unknown, its just a fentacy or it isn't.

Habitak Wedhi Ghaltah

Love takes you away from reality, flying up to the world of fantacy, but it can crash you, temprerory or perminitly, depending on how high you flew.

Love is normal, but some people get addicted to it, as to extend they search for it at every conner of the reality.

Love is love, as long as it an inocent. Love or loved may vary from person to another, you are healthy if you love or in love, but may kill you if it becomes an obsetion.

"Yes I loved you, and it was a mistake".

The silence before the stome

A year passed and I don't know what to say, to accept it or not, it's hard to accept the shocking truth.

One year passed and it gradually started to uncover one of the worst nightmares ever that I have been dreaming off, I always get up and always say "It's just a dream" and now its a big fat reality, which I don't know how to handle it.

I have been advised to handle it with care, despite doing it I find another bomb shell hidden somewhere else waiting to explode.

Allot of bombs been exploded, allot of people started to investigate but no one wants to say a word.

Yay

I am so happy today, had a great time with my extended family, remembered the oldy days and shared some with the new generation of nieces and nephews about their parents.

We drifted apart because of .... I think we should forget the past, and enjoy the present and plan for the future, the bright one, have faith in God, have faith in what it is hiden is good, its better.

I am greatfull for the people who care about me, guide me in the right path.

Back to my topic, I happy for the re-connection.

I am watching the first season of "Pushing Daisies", and I love it.

My random thoughts

Random thoughts for the past months, from latest to oldest:

This came up when I saw allot of people from my socaity, who are strgalling between Eastern and Western culture and how their faith in religion is been faiding away. Its also one of my reasons to diaconnect from Facebook for good.

"We are torn up between the Eastern and Western cultures, which we end up loosing our own, even when we are living in our own country."

I have met allot of people who iterpitate God's word in their advantages when they feel like it, even the culture.

"It seems people use God's words when it suits them, for personal gain."

God been giving people allot of chances to remember him, but people forget him very fast.

Thanks God for giving her chances to prove her faith in him & reminding her his existence.

I only lived in my own country Oman from the last qouter of year 2003, plus the first six years of my life, I went away for 25 days, I feel Oman is the only peaceful country and my home. Were ever I go, its my home and I am proud to be Omani nationality.

"I never thought I'll ever say that, but Oman is my true home."

I felt to sit at home, doing nothing exept watching TV, my time is wasted, I regrat allot.

"You can let the time steal you by doing nothing, but I choose to grab it."

That's why God created Eve from Adam's rib to be his companion.

"Woman can live without man, but man can't live without woman."

When someone told another person in Arabic language to humiliate me and my friend, who happend to be non-Arab, and she forgot that I am an Arab.

"How funny when people show their true face infront of you, and forget for a moment that you are right infornt of them."

A reminder to other people about existence of God.

"Detoxicate your soul and replace it with faith in God."

We choose to live the way we went.

"No one is born happy. But all of us are born with the ability to create happiness."

With God's power, on a yearly bases, we forget how 'Hot' the weather can reach in Oman.

"We shouldn't complain about the weather, as we can't change it at all, we should make the most out of it."

Very few people I truly trust.

"Trust the person who will back you up when you fall."

Thanks for your time.

The greatest Test

God (Allah) [has been | is] testing and going to test us our faith in him in different levels, as he wants to see how will we react and remember his esistence, his unlimited power, etc.

We all decended of Adam & Hawah (Eve), but he categorised us by nationality, religion, cast, color, political status, tribe, etc, you name it what ever pops in your mind. God had reminded us that we are all equal in front of him, as he is our creator, but by him categorising us he wanted to test us if we still remember who is God? Will we follow him or not?

He sent allot of prophets and messengers with different status and merical powers to pass his message, some were continueing other's work. Prophet Mohammed ASWA was his last messenger to spread God's words and wizdoms to the world.

Our parents first choose our faith, when we grow up, and become wo(man), it becomes our responsibilty to continue on the same faith or we change it.

What I wanted to say that God testing us how will we treat others, he defined the map for us, he
told us via his holy book how to handle others depending on the categories.

That's the true and hardest test from him.

Haraam = Haraam

I do not know how to write this post, how to express my thought, it makes me feel emotionally angry, which I am honestly trying to control it.

The whole topic about people's dark secret they steal, rape, and commit adultery (pardon my spelling mistakes as I am posting via my mobile) and in front of society, they are kind, religious, etc. I don't understand why they accept committing adultery or rape & forget they have their own kids may happen to them as well because the made it Halal for them for doing which is not rightful by law.

When man gave a right for him self commit harassment, an adultery or rape a woman, he automatically by default also gave the same equal right for another man/ men to do the same thing with HIS OWN sister/ wife/ mother/ Auntie/ niece/ daughter/ grand daughter, etc.

I feel who commit such sin have a hole in their life, they are trying to fill it, despite of their awareness of law and religion consequences, they do it to satisfy them selves. What is prohibited by law & religion has more pleasure as they feel them selves above all. They forget what will happen to their own family.

Some people are 100% aware of their direct family members are committing such things, but they protect them and ready to pin it on someone else, only because their faith in God is weak.

I feel sorry for the victims.

Blogger / facebook / Twitter

Before starting reading this post, I want to say that I previously wrote another post about bloggers from Oman, but the mobile browser accidentally closed, and nothing was saved. So I will post it another day.

I used to enjoy to be a blogger until facebook came and stole a bit of my time, but will Twitter is driving people into twitt their day-to-day actions and events, blogging became much less and less.

I started posting more about what has been shared with me by my relatives & friends, even from Google reader, since micro blogging taking most of my time, although I reduced to twitt by 75%. I came across good Arabic stuff, I may post them, so my apologies in advance to the non-Arabic readers. I have an interesting Article about charity in Arabic, and I'll try to get someone to translate it in English, it had a big effect on me as a person and I wish it we all adopted such concept.

I have allot of things I want to share in my own words, what I mean by that, not re-shared articles, etc, I just can not organise my thoughts.

That's all for now.

Waswaas

When I am angry, I get waswaas (whispers from the Shaytaan) to pour all my anger in writing.

Now, I am controlling my self. Thank God for that.

Its hot

I haven't been writing allot lately, as most of my posts have been pre-schadulled for the past week and may continue until 1st week of May.

I am kind off busy as well as recovering from cold & back ache, resulted of long hours of sitting infront of laptop screen work& home. Been advised to be off the laptop for 2 weeks at home, but I'm back to work & trying my best not to brawse via my mobile.

I am out & trying to kill time by writing this post, as I miss reading & tweeting, I also miss my tweeps. I was tempted to read their posts but I stopped my self as I know I'll start responding to their posts.

That's all for now, enjoy my posts from my inbox. It's the Alasr prayer time now, how lovely to hear the muathin & the sound of the waves, its so relaxing but the weather is too hot, I am out of my mind to sit outside.

Curse

Like every day, random thoughts pops out of my head, so a thought came to my about 'Cursing people'.

I noticed allot of people tend to curse other people who are not in same believe or religion or someone who sins, it's becoming natural and the next generation are been adopting such thing too.

As my opinion, only God has the right to curse, because he is the creator. We humans have no right to judge people and curse them just because they are 'Hindu' religion, or a person is involved in immoral act.

God has given a choice and chance for everyone to go back to faith in God until their last breath of soul (I mean by that is death), he sent Prophet Muhammad (s.a.a.w.)/(Peace Be Upon Me) as as a messenger to spread Islam as the last Abrahamic religion after Judaism and Christianity.

I hope it makes sense.


Off the topic, watch The Starter Wife TV series, its out in DVD.

Do we live as per our parents' standard of living?

Some people lived with or still living with their parents, each house had its own standard of living and some point in everyone's life, the person gets out of thier parents house and move in with their spouse i.e. by marrige in our part of world.

A thought came to me, do married people still live the same standard as their parents' standard of living?

Please share with me your thoughts about it, even if you aren't married or you are living with someone. Your comment is valued to me.

Randoms/ Locals

Some rondom thoughts, and news to share it with you.

Racist Comment
I have received several junk mail from several people in different times about Tommy Hilfiger’s racist comments against state that blacks and Asians shouldn't wear his clothes.

It turned out its not true. Most of us don’t check or verify if the news is true or not, we are too emotional.

Walls have ears too
When someone wants to talk to someone privately over the phone, he automatically tends to look for a private space/ room so no one can hear the conversation.

Allot of people don’t realise that the walls are not sound proof and it may not be as thick as they think, as the sound still goes through it and anyone who is close by at the other side of wall can hear from 10% to 75% of the conversation.

Local Web Sites

• For bicycle fan in Oman, Frans Kohler has launched 'Oman Bicycle', a showroom in Al Khuwayr providing world-class sports cycles as well as after-sales servicing and spare parts. For More information, go to OManbiCycle.com.
• From Sultanate of Oman, Information Technology Authority (ITA), in association with the Ministry of Social Development, launched an official online donations portal OnlineDonations.org.om.

Oman Slammed For Name Distortion

An interesting article,

15 January 2009
Iran's Physical Education Organization sent letters to Foreign Ministry officials protesting distortion of the name of the Persian Gulf by Oman.

Organizers of the ongoing 19th football cup of the Persian Gulf littoral states in Oman used a fake name for the Persian Gulf for the matches that started in the sultanate on Jan. 7, IRNA reported.

Sending separate letters to the ministry's Persian Gulf director as well as its Press and Information office, they called for following up the case by "immediate diplomatic measures."

It was stressed in the letters that the "Persian Gulf would remain Persian Gulf forever as attested by history". In mid December, a British archaeologist said that the name "Persian Gulf" has historic roots and any attempt at changing it is irrelevant.

"All historical texts have cited 'Persian Gulf' by the same name and world's reputed academic circles recognize it by the same title," Lloyd Weeks said during Iran's 10th International Archaeology Conference.

Weeks said that he has never heard "Persian Gulf" to be mentioned by any other name during his scientific career.

The latest distortion comes as the United Nations secretariat on many occasions has requested its staff to use only the full name of 'Persian Gulf' as the standard geographical designation. The world body also issued two editorial directives in 1994 and 1999, mentioning that only the term 'Persian Gulf' should be used in UN documents.

© Iran Daily 2009